No Matter What

I cried already this morning when walking Opal on the golf course, where the line of voters snaked out to the street and the overflow cars were parked on the green. No matter what happens, no one can say the populace is apathetic.

Most of my friends are on edge today, fervently hoping for a particular outcome of the election, worried about what comes next. It struck me this morning that it might help to look at what I can count on, no matter what.

I know that no matter what, there will be major healing to do, and being a bystander is not an option for me.

I know that I will always be a person whose heart lifts with the kingfisher’s rise over the creek. I will always find comfort in my furry companions who will always love me (in succession; I know these particular friends won’t be around forever).

I will always thrill to the sight of birds flocking and wheeling across the sky in great numbers, as they do this time of year, even if it is “only” starlings. I will always be a person whose face defaults into a smile for random strangers. Who wells up to see humanity in its marvelous shapes and forms and shades, feeling our oneness even in our division.

I will always care deeply and seek to be fully alive to everything, even the hurt.

None of that says all that much about me… except perhaps that I have been extraordinarily lucky.

This birthday card from my sweetie …

The inside of this card starts out, “In a world that can be a little rough around the edges, you soften the lives of those around you…” Cue the awww.

All I can say is, may it be so.

3 thoughts on “No Matter What

  1. I’m appreciating your message even more today! No matter how this election turns out, the volume of voters who voted for narcissistic abuse (my perspective) is a wake up call for me. It’s time to dig deeper into my purpose for being here in this time and place. The voters (more than half at this point) who have not chosen abuse (my perspective) is heartening and motivating! No matter what, we will continue to love all of the birds 🙂 I tease my partner about saying “just a sparrow”, so your “just a starling” comment made me laugh. All birds and animals are wonderful. Even all people are wonderful creations even when they don’t vote how I want them to 🙂 🐈🌠

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